Small things

Hmmms today i wondered, issit really ok to show him/her no expression other than hapiness and show my anger and disappointment to only myself and tell myself :"OK ,SMILE, dun take him for granted".. and then i have to think of some happy incident to cheer myself up before meeting him/her... is this wrong ? coz im feeling damn uncomfortable right now. god please please pleaseeee make me a better person .... i will even donate money to NKF just to be granted for this wish... Make me a better person please...




But then again, its just some small rubbish entry luh haha.. dun bother =D



cheers
jingxuan