good and bad.

I tried to think otherwise. People tell me, always TRY and look at a person's good side more instead of their bad....so i did it and TRY my UTMOST to understand their situation and think of their good things so as to dissolve the hate i have in them.

BUT


Just when i thought i did it, i realised i failed big time. You are beautiful on the outsidebut utterly distorted in the inside(and yes, 75% distorted). And now, i decided not to be too close with this person . And there's also another person, i thought he/she was damn pitiful when most of the classmates sort of left them all on his/her own. thus i tried to be neutral also to this person and guess what ?

i shang dang. Coz this person was also saying behind my back. GEES. Splendid. and i now completely understand why your being condemned.


and i read almost all my entry on my previous blog and i realise i am so so so so so happy and lucky to have baybee by my side. =] =] =] and fear not about me going to other guys cause no one can replace your position and disgusting level in my heart. i love you, clement ng <3

cheers
jingxuan