Steamboat

Had a super delicious steamboat with the family yesterday.. it's like the first time i realise our dining table was damn small because there 7 of us eating. But it was cozy and nice. and the beef was.... oh so heavenly!! now that i think of it, the taste still lingers in my mouth haha.

had a small chat with mom. My mom is wierd sometimes. She only start talking to me only when there are guests at home. Most of the time she ignores me and i dunno why. But anyway, i begin to ponder upon my future. Is studying what i really want to pursue? Are u the one i can count on? Will i be able to earn enough to support both me and my family?

For now, all the answers to the questions are mostly "no". I have no definite "yes" after what my mom told me. and even though the steamboat was pretty enjoyable, the talk did damp my mood for the whole day and even now.

sian...