Please be Good, 2012

2011 haven been a good year for me. Many things happen and if you are my good friend you will know.. some major things that happened include:

1.) i underwent operation in april..

2)i recently got admitted to eye specialist as my eyes were badly infected.. first it was some cornea infection then it became some viral infection...had close to 2.5 weeks MC and it didnt reflect very well on my work wise..

3.)school was not bad academically but i didnt make alot of friends.. well including stephanie, i guess i know like about 3? and i only remembered one of their names. pathetic.

4)i didn't sleep well nor eat well coz relationship issue. It had been the bulk of everything.. and it came to an end for me yesterday after i realise, its no use to ask for it back when it is already so ruined.

5)I lost a friend i knew for 11years (which i dont really care now) over some misunderstanding..

6)i lend money to my friends and end up becoming broke myself..

7) i been to police station

8) when at work, whatever i touch SPOILS.

9) i got accuse for things i didnt do and i guess my reputation had been rather bad and i couldnt fight back coz a particular person decides not to look back to the past and won't lend a helping hand

10.)i almost got crazy and was screaming and shouting and crying whenever i argue with him.

11) i was scolded stupid for the n times by a particular person who pointed his finger at my temple.. and got push down, drag, shouted,scolded for being childish.

hmm that's pretty much about it. i just hope today is a new start of the month.. and if i still am unlucky, may 2012 be a good year for me.

And i will find my life back and be happy.

Loves

jingxuan 1/11/11