An entry for myself.

I used to think life seriously sucks. my family are biased, i don't have much good friends or normal friends to hang out with, my relationship sucks and stuff.

Recently i realised things are starting to fall into it place very swiftly and smoothly. Like i can tell my parents are making an effort to reach out to us.. and even though i don't have many good friends to hang out with, i know i can still rely on that small group of friends i always hang out with..

Relationships used to be a cycle to me. i know the guy, we get together within days, i quarel and become unreasonable, we break, we patch, we break ,we patch and eventually we break. Then something real bad or silly is bound to happen and i will bear the grudges with me for as long as i can remember. Yesterday, i went from town to esplanade area. It was full of memories, good and bad. but eventually, bad memories weigh more. Then i ask myself, why should i get all sad and angry when i can just remember all the good ones and live on with life?

and after that i felt great. Like today, im super happy and light, i have a new direction. i know what i want now. and yes, i wish my friends, my family and you will stay with me happily for as long as it goes. I may still have some troubles with friends, but to me, if you just wanna act or be a two headed snake, then i'll be like you too. but to my true friends(you know who you are), you know i'll be there for you.

so, Raise your glass! toast to me!

Au Revoir`