Jingxuan Blog: My ugly days (Based on a true story)

I used to look ugly and hideous TTM.Like this:

i know i have a unique smile. Well actually, i have phobia of having a photographer take picture for my passport photos and hence, everytime the photographer says:"Yao xiao ah (Need to smile ah)" my lips will cramp and shiver up and down. This photo was taken like 6,7 over times and the photographer and my mum just gave up and pick this ugly photo for my IC.

To me life was dull, i went secondary school and make friends with Stephanie,Christina and Hui Fen.The 3 of them were like goddess among us 4 and im the ugliest. Be it wearing or looks. They used to have "steads" all the time and never once did i had it.Often, the guy i like won't even notice me and some even fell for my 3 good friends. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I remembered someone once say:"omg! i die also won't date with that Jingxuan coz she's so uglyyyy"and i really felt like i'm at my limits alr. So Christina brought me to this spectacle shop and that's the first time i get my contact lens.When i was sec 3 or 4. It wasn't very super chio, but somehow there are people who started wanting my number. The first time an ah beng took number from me, i just stood there for a few seconds, and ran off. hahahaha! i had my hair cut to some real ugly hairstyle which i thought was nice... something like this....

Oh and i put braces too! the braces part was the most memorable part. I never intended to put braces because i find the tooth extraction part pain and its freaking expensive. The reason why i put was because, i used to eat macdonald with this guy i used to have a crush on. I ordered fillet burger but couldn't finish it. The guy told me to leave it there as his still hungry and will finish it for me. the first thing that came to my mind was :"omgggg we share saliva hehehehehehehe!"

HOWEVER, the moment he saw the burger i ate (my teeth was damn croooked and there were uneven teeth bitings on the burger), he told me he lose his appetite or something.. .cant remember and that was when i pluck up my courage to put braces.

This photo was when i had my first boyfriend and he took this for me -.- and it was my first time recieving present from my bf (the star necklace). but i threw it away the moment we broke up.. but its still very memorable memories hahahaha!

Ok shall not elaborate too much for the following photos..

Me and Steph.. when we were like in sec4..like 5 years ago! hahaha

This was one epic photo!! Can you even believe the guy on your left is ZULKIFLI? he used to be 86kg loh.. look at him now...So proud that he had slim down that i gave him a kiss.

Well i Changed alot tooo...