Now i Know What I Want.

Ever felt so lost and unsure of what you really want in life and suddenly, everything just became crystal clear to you?

friends, Family,work, school, love were the 5 main things that were bothering me
It's like a ratio.. you have to slowly equate everything so that every factor is proportionate. I'm really trying my utmost to balance all 4 but once in a while i fail and whichever falls, the whole equation collapse and I'll start blaming myself and becoming real upset.. asking my friends if I'm the one at fault for everything.

Friends
I guess this has got to be the biggest cum challenging test of our friendship so far.We've been through thick and thin and i really wish all 4 of us will be as good as before. Doggy and I am trying to pull you up on board but i guess we manage to only save 1. Still, I'm glad upon knowing who will be by my side in times of troubles.

Family
I can see we're trying our best to gather more frequently than ever. But to be frank, I'm quite upset on my birthday for the fact that i know my parents didn't really put their heart to plan and my dad didn't celebrate it with me. But the birthday cake Rachel bought me still cheered me up a little=)

Work
Work is definitely working out for me. My colleagues are awesome and i get free gifts almost twice a week from my supplier.. ranging from chocolates, ang paos,calenders and whatever rubbish you can think of. If there's is no such thing as studying, i think I'll work here forever. LOL

School
School is something that has been bothering me for as long as i can remember. It was a tough fight with my mom but in the end i gave in to her and decided to study for a degree.Doggy and I still have not pick a school but we're definitely gonna start school this year. Good luck to me and hope i don't flung.

Love
Such a simple 4 letter word but yet so complex. It can bring you sky high, or slam you face down. But all in all, i just want to say, i enjoy most of my time with you! And i find your nagging on Health and Nutrition super duper cute! Do you feel the same way as i do?
LAO DA/DR Love/baobei!

Ok so this are the 5 that i really want now. others ain't that important to me for the time being. It feels good to have a direction of where your heading=)=)=)=)

P/S I'm growing fatter.

Regards
Jingxuan